Exactly what it says on the tin.
Thank you all for your well-wishing and prayers. It's taken me a fair bit, but I think I've finally got a grip on this. Not to say that for the last month or so I've been lying around doing nothing--I have been doing things--but my emotional stability has been a bit iffy.
Which, bizarrely, translates more to "aggressively not giving a hoot" than to "OMG WOES IS ME". Not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
Well, between the effects of time, continuing to work hard, and that amazing feeling that my man has my back--really, there's no feeling like it--I'm back on my feet, mentally. (That makes me sound like I temporarily went coo-coo for Cocoa Puffs, which I didn't--well, no more than usual--but it's four in the morning and I'd like to see you phrase it better at four in the morning. So there.)
Hopefully, now that I'm feeling better and his workload at work has resumed its normal levels of near-disaster frantic instead of "OMG WE'RE DOOMED *PANIC!*" frantic, we can get back on the bloggin' horse--put down the eight-legged horse joke and back away slowly or else! *brandishes skillet*--so you may be seeing more regular updates.
They'll probably be profoundly boring updates, the usual round of "what I did today" and so forth, but they'll be updates. And possibly some reflections on grief and stupid family crap. And LoA says he intends to answer the question put to him in the last post, when he can spare the candlepower.
I hope everyone's been doing great in the meantime! Life is and should be good.